Sorry sorry sorry

Sorry I've been slow on replying/commenting, and just dead lately. :<
Sorry to my friends online, and my commissioners/etc. that I need to draw for. > A>
I'm slowly but surely catching back up on dA things, I really do feel bad not replying to conversations.

LOL, I've delved into a semi-art-hate-mode, which I seem to almost do every two months. Sketch a lot of crap, then come back a little bit better than I was?

So yeah, ugh can't stand journal art~ Need to make something NICE.

Duude, irl stuff... It's boring, but I want to get it out~

Besides me just being lazy, which I admit to, I have a fat excuse.
> A< lal
kk, so I did something/been doing something bad for my health, (Is this obvious? No, not cutting or anything. =_= ) and my parents have caught-on. I kinda spilled out every little detail of my life that plagues me to my Mom when she confronted me. Some of it was kind of serious, I guess. I'm not a horribly happy person. It's just like, to me, "what is there in life, besides drawing?" It all just seems silly, and I'm 'bored.' Not suicidal. .__. Anywho, Mom wants/is getting me 'counseling,' which I am greatly dreading.

I don't want to go be social, I don't want to open-up to some stranger, I'm fine. I feel like I need to show my Mom I'm happy, so she can be happy and won't cry over me, that's all I really want? XD;;; ugh so dramatic and 'emo'~

I feel bad if you read this, srry ,-,